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okay so i have this problem where i will literaly write 70,000 words of any given project, and then by then i will hate the whole vibe and the writing from the begging so i will just scrap the whole things and start over. i fucking hate this, as you may guess. im trying to fix that. by *sparkle*500 words a week in each project*sparkle*. i only just started so i dont know how it will work but... may aswell try!
my baby. my soul. all of the pinterest boards i have listed on my ocs tabs. and the worldbuilding. its my obsession, my hyperfixation of many years. i would give you a rundown but i wouldnt cover it. id have to go in arks and that would still be annoying. anyways... my baby.
pirates, lesbians, the outlet of all my trauma in the form of... unhealthy relationship? bdsm? masochistxsadist? i dont know i started it when i was thirteen and ive tried to fix most of the concerning stuff but i dont know if i should. it helped me, yk.
basically, Captain (yes caitalised) goes around either raiding villages or setting them up s they have to give her a maiden and some gold every time she comes through. that fear factor yk. and those maidens become her "rubies" (not capitalised) but one day she gets one and is like... "yk what?... your Ruby now." (yes, capitalised) and she doesnt knwo shes special blah blah blah, they have... questionable romance and shit, i read to much sjm.
meanwhile moth is a steampunk engineer in the capital but is doing a guy from the secret history and pretending shes rich when shes really on a scholarship and is starving she she can buy more bits and pieces for her "Creatures" (capitalised) which are little mechanical bugs :). shit happens, revolutuion, straight people???, guns and shit, BOOM!
and then calvin is gay and has country issues but is like, "he has nightmare tho :(((" and is GAY*points*.
there are also subplots!
if you want an example of my pickme phase, find at teh bottom of my ao3 page. actually, please DONT find. thank you. ive started editing it to be more... intentionally pickme, like, she has REASONS to be different other than the aching confines of this society and my grieving soul restrainnnn meeeee but idk, i forgot after a while and i have bigger WIPs to fry.
technically part of the universe of redwreath, as are a lot of my smaller projects. basically: girl gets sent on an undercover mission to the enemy war camp and works her way up untill she is working as messanger to the enemy king but UHOH she falls in love with him and blah blah blah tension indecision, betrayal, death. yeah i know, so original. i hadnt (and still havent) seen shadow and bone, so im sorry if its similar or something.
also in rw-verse: girl is archeologist and falls into starnge ancient cave and gets stuck down there with weird creatures and an ancient statue of a goddess of love and survive stehre for a while untill she slowly starts going insane. eventally she goes so mad she falls in love with the statue, kisses it and, *gasp* it comes to life. now her and goddess of love are stuck on an island in a ake in a cave, goddess cant get across cause shell sink and girl cant leave. now they have problems.
girl gets dumped by her girlfriend, wallows, takes a few photos of her wallowing, dyes her hair multiple colours, freaks out, takes a few more photos. submits photos to dream photography college for shits and giggles. gets in. survives the uni course barely, by submtting shitty photos just on time. turns out those photos were super "real" and "authentic" and so she gets put in a magazine. and then she gets rich. and then she keeps trying to recreate those types of photos, but she cant. solarpunk btw.
a dream i had taht i decided to turn into a story. i dont remember much but: ragtag quest, weird evil mermaids/sirens, scandal, icy black grey water, fortesses on cliffs, lots of yelling.
i started to write this an dupload it to ao3 but ignore that cause it was a while ago. basically, girl goes to seer/witch and is like "FIX ME" and shes all like, "no, but you can come live with me :)" and other girl is like "fine!" and so romance, and drama and lore and first girl is blind btw due to traumatic injury and i never try to "fix" it :)
this one is very hush hush. i might actually finish it and put it on ao3, well, ive been thinking about doing this for mos of them but... yeah. im more liekly with this one. its semi wr-verse, its set in KoF. its basically my rendition of the basic fantasy not like other girls, enemies to lovers troup, but you have to stick around, cause its not what it seems. im shit at writing slowburn btw so im sorry if its a bit quickpaced.
id ont even know how this one started. i think it was the pinterest board, idk. i checked, it was indeed, the pinterest board. its not a very fleshed out story. i have the plot twist and vauge outline sof characters, its very sunny and beach-place, fish and chip shop, small town on small island vibes. yk?
very rough, very much based on the idea of a turtle in code, i came up with it when i was twelve and took basic coding you have to be nice to me. she is the turtle. its very lynette noni whisper, very taref mafi(?) shatter me. yk? all, "im stuck in this prison and im insane and special and i hate it, let me be angsty" vibes.
